I searched through a few cabinets. It’s been a while since we needed them. I wondered if they were still good. I’m sure all were past their expiration dates, but I read results from expired ones could still be trusted. I finally found our stash of Covid tests.
It feels like Covid was a million years ago and just yesterday at the same time. That’s a strange overlay of time perspectives. Because it’s been in the rear view mirror for some time, the scare of the pandemic has worn off. We didn’t even get the last vaccine shot. When I received the call that we’d been exposed to someone who tested positive for Covid, I was only slightly concerned. Sure we quarantined for the right amount of time and made sure to test ourselves. We chuckled because for a few days, we even wore masks around the house. Even in doing so, the fear and panic was a distant memory. So starkly different when we were in those days of uncertainty and fear.
It’s an incredible thought we endured this. I wondered what people will be thinking as they read about the pandemic in the history books hundreds of years from now. Probably the same thing I thought when I read about the bubonic plague as a kid. Not gonna happen in my lifetime. But according to the experts, I may still be around for round two.
According to the Center for Global Development, the annual likelihood of a pandemic is 2–3%, which means a 47–57% probability of another deadly pandemic in the next 25 years.
I’m a data guy. I look at the numbers and take odds and probability to heart. It’s almost summertime and the sitting poolside worrying about getting sunburned seems like a much better use of energy, though. I think I’ll choose to put my blinders on and let this one go for now.
That last sentence made me think about the band Third Eye Blind. I was listening to some of their music and saw a song title that seemed to match – Losing a Whole Year. Unfortunately, I’d never heard of it before and I was lukewarm on the song. I thought it best to pick a tried and true song even without the connection to our lost year of the pandemic. I settled on Semi-Charmed Life.
I read the backstory of the song. There’s no remote connection I can make towards our experiences to the pandemic. It’s sounds like an upbeat happy song but in contrast, it’s really about suffering from drug addiction. This juxtaposition of a happy melody overlapping darkness is an unexpected pairing. Such is life.
So, I followed a trail from Covid tests to blinders, to Third Eye Blind, to a happy melody about darkness. Yikes. That’s a windy road.
I will say, there is something I learned about the song that I thought was interesting.
The band has admitted that they borrowed the “doot doot doot” part of the song from Lou Reed’s “Walk On The Wild Side.”
I think I’ll keep my blinders on and enjoy this fun fact instead.
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Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo
I'm packed and I'm holding
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden
She lives for me, says she lives for me
Ovation, her own motivation
She comes round and she goes down on me
And I make you smile, like a drug for you
Do ever what you wanna do, coming over you
Keep on smiling, what we go through
One stop to the rhythm that divides you
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse
Chop another line like a coda with a curse
Come on like a freak show takes the stage
We give them the games we play, she said
I want something else to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there, someplace back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
Doing crystal meth, will lift you up until you break
It won't stop, I won't come down
I keep stock with a tick-tock rhythm, a bump for the drop
And then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was given
Then I bumped again, then I bumped again
I said
How do I get back there to the place where I fell asleep inside you
How do I get myself back to the place where you said
I want something else to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye
I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And that four right chords can make me cry
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be alright, alright
And when the plane came in, she said she was crashing
The velvet it rips in the city, we tripped on the urge to feel alive
Now I'm struggling to survive
Those days you were wearing that velvet dress
You're the priestess, I must confess
Those little red panties they pass the test
Slides up around the belly, face down on the mattress
One
And you hold me, and we are broken
Still it's all that I wanna do, just a little now
Feel myself, heading off the ground
I'm scared, I'm not coming down
No, no
And I won't run for my life
She's got her jaws now locked down in a smile
But nothing is alright, alright
And I want something else to get me through this life
Baby, I want something else
Not listening when you say
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there
Someplace back there, in the place we used to start
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
Doo doo doo, doo doo-doo doo
I want something else
Great song–and I love the twisty-turny path you took to get there. 🙂
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“a strange overlay of time perspectives” is a great way of putting it. We are in public spaces so infrequently that our fear of Covid is still strong, but it’s nothing like a few years ago. I guess my fear of Covid has translated to a fear of people in general, a sad transfer. Nice post though – useful thoughts here.
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I’ve never had Covid (knock on wood), but I have my own “long covid symptoms”. I find myself less social post Covid. This seems to be gradually wearing off, but there is a lingering feeling that just gangs out in the background sometimes.
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I think we’ve oddly talked about this? (Odd only because we don’t interact a ton.) Your use of “long Covid symptoms” to describe a lingering aversion to so many things is pretty good. I’m stealing. 😜
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Thanks, Shelly! It may be more common than we think.
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Interesting fact! I hear it now, but I would’ve never noticed. This song reminds of another 90s hit—All Star by Smash mouth. Same upbeat vibe. Walk on the Wild Side is so cool…that bass line at the beginning
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I love All Star! And yeah, Walk on the Wild Side just embodies cool.
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Heh. The other day there were reports Covid is back over here. But who cares anymore 😁
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Love the thought about future history books and how they’ll view all this. Makes you wonder what we’re missing about past pandemics.
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So true. I never really gave it much thought until living through one. I still say, crazy
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